"An entire sea of water can’t sink a ship, unless it gets inside the ship. Similarly, the negativity of the world can’t put you down unless you allow it to get inside you."
Here I am, with my aching soul…
Everything still hurts. Everything is still fresh in my head. From time to time this pain just comes in and take away every small bit of happiness I feel inside.
The past few days, weeks and months have been really awful.. I kinda forgot how it feels like to have fun, enjoy life or just to feel happy. I don’t even know what to feel! Like an empty shell working day and night.
I know it’s a little late but if there’s one thing I learned in 2012, it’s respect and earning it. “To be a leader, you don’t need to be loved or feared. You need to be respected.” This quote appeared today and it really captures how I’ve felt in the past year.
To overcome different working styles is easy. But to overcome fundamental things like differences in principles and values… It’s never going to happen. And to be very honest, I’ve given up trying to make it work. I’m so tired.
Before we know it, half a year is gone… Pfft.